Salam tadi ibu kemas katil adik rupa2nya adik kakak ni rindu kat kakak. Banyak gambar2 kakak dia letak bawah bantal dia. Sian dia. Tp dia kata kat kakak dia tak rindu kan. Adik tipu je.
Beberapa jam yang lalu, saya ada share dgn usrahmates yang lain mengenai article yang saya terbaca hari tu.
"People leave each other, but do they return?"
What do you think?
Did Musa return to his mother?
Did Yusuf return to his father?
Did Hajar return to Ibrahim?
YES YES YES :)
What is taken by Allah, is never lost.
Allah akan ganti balik. tapi kita tak tahu in what form.
Kadang-kadang bila Allah bagi kita 'hadiah', kita leka dengan 'hadiah' tu. We become too dependent on those gifts, instead of Him. And up to one point we can't even live without them.
Jadi Ar-Rahim pun ambil balik hadiah tu sebab terlalu sayangkan kita dan nak rapat dengan kita.
One day when we know how to put things in their proper places in our minds, hearts and lives, insyaAllah He will give the gift back. or perhaps something better kan?
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Yes. i said this. and the moment i arrived home, i switched on my laptop, it became crazily blinking and 'tup' blank screen and until now I still can do nothing but just staring at my poor lappy.
erkkk T_T
Did I pay too much attention to my laptop till I abandon my Creator?
I think Allah is testing me whether i can really practice what i preached :(
Ya Rahman, i know what is lost is not lost forever kan? Can i have my laptop back ? :(
ps. :((((
pps. thanks mama bagi pinjam laptop :)
ppps. Through loss, our hearts turn entirely to face Him. hopefully, they are still sensitive and not blind :)
inilah b'fast tersedap kat volgo :p kadang2 boleh jugak dibuat lunch kalau lapar sangat.
"Learn to accept the seasons of your heart, like you accept winter, fall and summer. Spring never lasts forever. But that's okay. The winter is cold, but beautiful. Fall is windy, but full of colour. And summer is hot, but in that heat, still grow the most beautiful roses."
writing this entry while listening to this song can make my house carpet wet. Because this is the song that i would listen to whenever i miss my little brother. Wanna know why? when i was at home, he kept on playing this song with his keyboard and belagak jadi macam yiruma.
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY adik.
i hope one day when you know how to google ur name, u'll find this.
Just want you to know, even though i scream at you all the time, pretending to be the youngest in the family, you'll forever be my adik. [although sometimes i call you abang, you know how i love attentions at home] >.<
i know you were annoyed at me when i lied to you that ibu was calling for you downstairs. and when you ran to her, she just gave u a weird stare. you see, i dont like you staying in your room for the whole day.
Remember i paid you rm 1 just to teman me watching cerita hantu? the movie wasn't that scary pun. we rarely sit infront of the tv and watch movies together. i don't like the cartoons u watched :)
I know having a sister who loves to wave at you and say 'BABAI ADIK!' loudly when sending u off to school is so not cool right? aha, that's the point. you have what your friends dont. A LOVELY SISTER <3 lol
Thank you for eating my udang percik and ayam pandan. it was an honour you know :D and adik, you surprised kakak tau by listening to what i said and wore the kain pelikat that day. your shorts were not sexy at all by the way.
Thank you for making my day when i was back at home. Semoga menjadi anak yang soleh, rajin, and protective. Please take care of ibu cos i'm thousands miles away :( jangan degil and dont forget to switch off the fan in your room. how many times do i have to tell you? -.-'
kakak is very lucky to have you as my brother. i love you bro. and i miss you so much T_T
SEMOGA BERJAYA DALAM PMR !
ps. pmr is not everything. trust me. but it will direct you to your path.
pps. berjaya sama2 di dunia dan akhirat, itu lagi best :)
ppps. to my dearest big bro also, happy belated birthday. i have lots of things to write about you, maybe one day? :) and i love ur vlog bro, keep it up ! ^^
