Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Marshmallow bakar

"ps. i am not that strong too.I'm like marshmallow bakar..bit hard and crunchy on outside but soft and mushy in the inside, lol"


i always wonder how does it feel to have a big sister.

i think, now i know.

JZKK roasted marshmallow  :p

even though some ppl always make fun of je zek kay kay. but for me it really means a lot, not just a replacement of 'THANK YOU' 

for jazakillahu khayr means may Allah reward you with goodness.

isn't it beautiful for u to pray for someone else?

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Cant give it a title

This video was shown to me (viral among my batchmates) when i was in my first year of med school, first few months here in volgograd.

Had a slightly deep conversation with a bakal ummiy few weeks ago, and reminded me about this:

5 years ago, i thought this video was kinda sweet (and cheeesy :p) which i aww-ed at the first time watching it,

But this time Allah, i mean it.

ps. "It's funny how day by day nothing changes. But when you look back, everything is different." irony.

Thursday, February 13, 2014

Middle name

After isya' prayer :

R : saya ada hadiah utk awk. Nah panadol.

A : panadol je? air xde ke? *blinkblink*

R : eeee..kejap. *after few minutes* nah air. makan ubat pastu tdo k.

A : nak makan berapa bijik ni? *buat2 xtau..well, gedik is my middle name* :p

R : makan je semuaa, biar awak x bgn2!


haishh. i know that means i love you ;)

barcelona, spain. where some things happened, for some reasons :)
memories <3

Friday, January 3, 2014


Seberani, sekencang si kuda perang betina (adiyat) yg penuh himmah (semangat) berlari menyerang pada waktu pagi (bukan serang sorok2 pada waktu malam mahupun seperti suicide bombers yg kejam dan berfikiran sempit dan cetek).

al adiyat. segah namanya, semantap qualitinya, begitu juga diharapkan dgn 'adiyat' saya.

Merindui mereka.

semoga kita saling mendoakan.

ps. happy nu yer 2014 ;)

Saturday, December 14, 2013

Counting down

Today : 14th december 2013

lets do a count down.

4 weeks and 2 days till winter exam.

6 weeks till Italia, london and espana.

Only, if Allah wills.

"Jagalah Allah dan Allah akan menjagamu."
(Hadith riwayat Tirmizi, Hadith ke 19 susunan Imam Nawawi)

The question is, kita dah jaga Allah kah?


My favourite season is here. WINTER ER ER. chumacecoe zima.

I wonder how snow flakes have such beautiful shapes!


3 types of yaqeen that is mentioned in quran.

Ilmal yaqeen and ainal yaqeen is mentioned is surah Takathur.

An analogy of them.

while you are walking, you see a smoke comes out from a building. So based on your knowledge ('ilm) you conclude that theres a fire. Did you see the fire? NO.

This is ilmal yaqeen, a certainty based on knowledge.

If you are still unsatisfied, you come nearer to the building, and now you see the fire. and of course you are convinced that the bulding is on fire.

this is ainal yaqeen.

Okay fine, you said. there might be an optical illusion you know? when the fire you see isnt actually a fire, so the fool you try to put your finger in the fire, wanna make sure, is it real or not?
yeah, now you are convinced, it really is.

This is haqqul yaqeen.

So we humans, Allah puts us on a higher level that only based on our knowledge, our akal, we can have faith in Allah, akhirat is so real, death is so real. Allah is really there, watching us, listening to us. Our daily acts sometimes do not show that we reaaaaally believe in that. T_T

So back to snowflakes, based on our knowledge something so amazing, so wonderful, and every single thing must have a creator. We might not SEE Him. We might not TOUCH Him. But,

He's there. Ilmal yaqeen.

ps. back to dermato. yosh!

pps. ya Latifu ultuf bina..

 (O Gentle One, be gentle with us)