Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Princess


Assalamualaikum.

Sekali sekala panggil diri sendiri princess takpe okay >.<
Makan ubat, tidur tak sedar diri, wajiblah jadi princess. heeee

Ya. Rasa hidup semulaaa ! Alhamdulillah
Baru tahu, susah rupanya nak pg clinic kat sini. Pegi sana pegi sini. Esok baru boleh ambik result blood test and mc. The MC story doesn't stop there, nanti kena pergi jumpa dekan, bla bla, baru boleh ambik exam yang saya tak pergi hari ni. haaaaaa, sape cakap students Russia lembik? haha

Doakan exam saya ya hari sabtu ni.

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Ibu. Mummy

Hari tu bercakap cakap mengenai Mother's day, kawan saya ada bagitau HARAM sambut mother's day. Say whattt? since when? haaaaa..


Jadi saja nak tulis pasal ibu saya pada hari ni bukan pada hari tu :)

Ada orang tanya sebenarnya aynn panggil ibu ke mummy? Mestilahhh ibu ! Kadang-kadang panggil mummy bila rasa nak mengada-ngada >.< and of course to annoy my lovely brothers <3
The good thing after calling her 'mummy' is, she'll reply : Yes, my princess? ^_^

Yes, i'm the most annoying sister one can have. Pernah rosakkan playstation adik, accidentally okay :(
Rosakkan walkman abang, ambik some of his pokemon collections (sorry).

That's why i never wonder why my brothers never reply my I LOVE YOU. huh. Since i don't have a sister, i preferred playing pokemons, lego, robots and tamia with them. *i enjoyed !*

So yea, my mother = my sister. Some ppl even thought that ibu IS REALLY my sister. i know you want something from my mother O.o
Tapi dulu tak berani sangat kacau ibu, she was really garang. seriously. Sekarang mesti lah berani nak kacau. hehe, orang paling jarang kene marah :p ehem ehem anak kesayangan ehem ehem

Abah once said, that he was very lucky to have ibu as his wife.

From what i observed, they were very close, romantic, and their characters complete each other. Selalu pergi dating and tak bagi kitorang ikut :p

Mummy. She is an extraordinarily strong woman. The only moment i saw she was very weak emotionally was when abah passed away but she said, for us (abang, adik and me) she has to be strong. and yes, until now, she remains strong, in fact stronger !

Sometimes i wonder how could she do this and that all alone?

No, not alone, Allah's with her, that's why.

She's an awesome cook and driver too ! Driving to KL sometimes to Melaka tu no hal lah ! heeeee
Nak cerita pasal ibu, sampai tahun depan tak habis.

Doakan ibu saya, Roszaidawati Anuar diberikan kesihatan yang baik, kuat tubuh badan, dan perlindungan daripada Allah okay? Amin !


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Mimpi

Ibu cerita, malam tadi ibu terjaga sebab mimpi, saya panggil 'ibu!' hehe
rindu lettew! ^_^

Saya pula mimpi saya cerita kat abah, "Kakak takut bla bla bla (ada lah)". pastu abah peluk. happynya! Ye saya tahu, abah pun mesti rindu saya :D

That's why, demam can be good :)

ni namanya bunga rezeki. Masa birthday ibu saya sendiri terkejut bunga ni sampai office ibu sbb sebelum tu byk kali try order, kedai tu tak reply.
Lepas tu saya call kedai bunga tu nak bayar, dia cakap "miss, lu sudah bayaaa"
Suruh ibu check betul ke bunga tu dari saya, ibu bacakan kad tu, mmg dari saya pun.
Haiya auntie telima kasih aa, wa talak ingat bila wa baya itu munge. -.-'' mesti auntie belanjeee.
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Random



picnic with adik2, and sleepover at their place. confuse mereka betul2 melayu atau orang korea.
Pandai betul masak...ok yg saya tak reti sebut tu =.='

muka muka cuak and excited naik speed boat


ps. Mimpi itu mainan tidur. tapi mimpi pun jadi lah ! :D

pps. gambar ibu tak boleh letak atas sebab keselamatan. :) sebenarnya sebab ibu tak bagi. tak tahu kenapa.

ppps. ibu is my personal ustazah too.."Ibu, kakak nak exam esok, ibu doakan k?" "Mestila ibu doakan, dalam buku nie tulis kakak kena baca 1000 kali 'Ya Hakim', baca doa, dan selawat tau !"
"Ibu kakak selsema" "Ooo..kakak kena baca.........., kalau batuk baca......."

Ni yang sayang ibu lebih ni..hehe saya dah minta ibu belikan juga buku tu utk saya.


Monday, May 14, 2012

Blessings



Bila Allah tarik nikmat ketenangan,

Bila Allah tarik nikmat kelapangan,

Bila Allah tarik nikmat kesihatan,

Bila Allah tarik nikmat 'taste buds',

Bila Allah tarik nikmat clear nose and throat,

Bila Allah tarik nikmat tidur yang lena,

and you just wanted to break down.



:(




Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Vesna (musim bunga)


Assalamualaikum. Spring + summer = sprimmer (?) is finally here! 

Yes the most beautiful season of all. (but i like winter more ! :p)

Why 'sprimmer'? Because it feels like summer. You know you are one or two tones darker than before when you notice the color of your powder or foundation doesn't suit you anymore =.='

But still 'Nikmat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang kamu dustakan?' Bunga, langit biru, cahaya matahari, rumput hijau. You couldn't ask for more :)

Mamaev Kurgan. Girls' day out
Azam Rusia Family Day 2012!

Daurah 'Dasvidaniya (Selamat tinggal) Jahiliyah' dengan adik-adik
Makan-makan with classmates dan cikgu ruski
Saya kacau timun / timun kacau saya.
Tennis a.k.a game kutip bola.

Day out with acu, jalan-jalan tengok bunga dan cari baju utk baby Nu'man <3


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Lately, semua orang bercakap mengenai cinta, kahwin, isteri solehah etc. (Ada senior, batchmate, dan junior saya, will be getting married soon! Doakan mereka ye?)  ^_^ 

Terfikir jugak standard lah orang-orang 20-an nie bercakap mengenai hal ini. Mungkin kanak-kanak sibuk bercakap mengenai permainan mereka ? (skrg budak2 main ape? ipad? =.=')
Mungkin lagi 3-4 tahun kita akan sibuk bercerita tentang karier kita, how stressful it is to be working as a doctor (stereotype)?
Mungkin lagi 10 tahun kita akan bercakap mengenai anak-anak?
Mungkin lagi 40 tahun kita akan bercakap mengenai cucu-cucu?
Kalau panjang umur lah :)

And of course we hope for the best in this world and next. 


I wonder, can love just disappear if you're thousands miles away from each other?
seriously that easy?

If yes, was it love or just 'crush'?

Baca blog seorang sahabat, "SUKA tak sama dengan SAYANG. Orang yang tahu perasaan sayang pasti dapat membezakannya dengan perasaan suka."

Apa-apa pun, cinta yang halal itulah yang indah kan? dan berkat.




ps. Timun is a cat!

pps. Next week exam practical therapy. Semoga Allah permudahkan.

ppps. "How to be brave? How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?"- Christina Perri (takde kena mengena) >.<


Assalamualaikum :)