Time's up

***


Paused. tired of chasing time,
Tick tock tick tock, O pls be kind,
Seeking serenity in a mysterious night,
When feelings are caged deep down inside.


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ps. colloq pharmaco on tuesday. got confused with all the classifications, i started to write a poem. nie semua sbb baru belajar pasal Pushkin. -.-''

pps. baca blog aiman azlan. i just knew that Ali made a lot of poems for Fatimah.
Dear future husband, if you can't make one for me, it's okay. Just lend me your ears. I have a collection of my ridiculous poems.

ppps. time's up because i'm sleepy already. goodnight.

assalamualaikum :)

stereotype

MSA election day.

dalam banyak2 speech yang panjang-panjang dan semangat-semangat semalam, ada something yang mereka cakap buat saya fikir fikir dan fikir.

the stereotypical malaysians. malays being malas, chinese being kiasu, indians kaki botol?

eh eh eh, i didn't say that. in fact i would not be brave enough to say that. not in public at least >.<


so, the word that suddenly pop out in my mind was STEREOTYPE. the assumptions we made about a specific social group.

actually banyak lagi stereotype yang kita pernah dengar.

For example,

 "slow betul la kete kancil kat depan nie. MESTI PMPUAN YANG BAWAK."

=.=''''


Cool kan kalau boleh dikecualikan dari stereotype segala ni.

If we can be different and inspire other people lagi awesome. untunglaaa orang2 macam niii.

ps. kalau semua orang pakai jam pada tangan kiri, namun tak salah utk kita pakai jam pada tgn kanan. ;)

pps. atau awak tetap nak jadi sama macam mereka?

ppps. ok. mungkin analogi ni tak bagus, sbb ikut keselesaan lah nak pakai jam tgn mana, biarlah satu dunia pakai pada tgn yang sama pun. lain lah kalau ada 147 tangan.

pppps. mamai.


assalamualaikum.

The other side of a coin

Our fingerprints don't fade in the hearts that we've touched.

You haven't touch ours.





BUT who doesn't want to be good?




and for that, you always WIN.

planetarium

mandikan timon :p

Nasi kerabu super mantap

HOME

ps. take a chill pill. :))

pps. thank you etie aziz. for the song. curi sat :p

AIDILADHA in Volgograd

Lepas sembahyang raya, balik rumah ambil barang + rendang dan bertolak ke rumah CASA D PARADISO (not really sure abt the spelling) untuk MAKAN :d

Dalam perjalanan, pak cik teksi tanya, 

" Awak minum (alcohol) ?"

"Tak..tak boleh"

"Awak merokok?"

"Tak"

"Huhhh..semua tak boleh. habes tu awak semua nie mesti sentiasa sedih tak happy"

"Tak perlu semua tu pak cik. Family dan kawan2 pun dah boleh buat kita happy kan? "

"Hahaha"

"Haha (?)"

Another conversation with a tyotya (mak cik) after therapy class that day.

Mak cik : bahasa apa awak cakap tu?

me : bahasa melayu :)

Mak cik : ooo..tapi bahasa rusia lagi bagus kan?

me : erk tak lah. bhs rusia susah, banyak 'padeszh' 

Mak cik : yela. tapi bhs saya lagi bagus.

me : mesti lah kita rasa native language kita lagi bagus kan ?

Mak cik : betul apa awak cakap. tapi bhs rusia lagi bagus.

me : =.=''''''''

Mak cik : kat tempat awak takde rodina mat. *muka megah*

me : (dalam hati : apa kena mengena? ) =.=''''''

 statue tu lah rodina mat

Be brave to say what you think is right. but of course in the right manner and tone.

Some ppl might ask, kenapa tak sabar je dgn russians nie?

bukan tak nak sabar, tapi kalau awk beratur panjang2 then ade org potong line dengan bawak satu geng pulak tuuu, if you choose to just stand there and 'sabar' i would rather tell them that i was there first dan potong lah line balik ! let them know mana boleh pijak kepala kitaaaaa. hehe

ok. merepek. dah.

Assalamualaikum :)

ps. usually there are 2 things i always tell ibu to pray for me : 1. to do well in my exams and colloqs. 2. and be more penyabar just like abah. really.

Should i or shouldn't i?

i believe in love at first sight. especially for pashminas, and shoes.

hehe.

so should i buy these?

dah dua kali masuk kedai nie, pastu balik fikir. tak larat nak fikir dah.

mungkin esok ? :p

oh btw, jom puasa esok ! 

Rasulullah SAW telah ditanya tentang puasa hari arafah, lalu baginda bersabda : Ia menghapuskan dosa tahun yang lalu, dan tahun yang selepasnya. 

(HR Imam Muslim)

wow kan? iA.

tapi niat kena betul.

^_~

Assalamualaikum :)

Reena

Rindu reena. btw, she is my youngest cousin from ibu's side.

Orang cakap perangai saya dulu2 sebijik mcm reena =.=''

but i tink i'm wayyy cooler! hehe cos i don't dance korean songs. lol

i miss the way she pretended to like my cupcakes. walaupun dia makan tak habis.

my very first cupcake trial.

me : reena, cupcakes dalam tuperware nie reena jangan ambik ok. kakak buat utk tuttt.

reena : alah kakak, tapi eena suka cupcake kakak. eena nak bawak pegi sekolah (tadika). *buat muka sedih*

me : tadi reena makan tak habis pun. =.='

reena : sbb eena dah kenyang laaaa. eena nak jugak. *guling2*

me : yela2, reena ambik dua je ok? 

reena : okayyy ! :D

the next day, when i asked her abt the cupcakes that she brought to school, she just ran away. TAK MAKAN LA TUUU !



That was 2 years ago.





She even promised to stay 'kecik' for me because i told her i don't want her to grow up. :(

KLIA : hantar kakak nabila

now, she's 7 years old already.

You know, we both just have the chemistry. at night i would read her bedtime storieS, yes not one,

and in the morning she would merajuk with me for silly reasons. aishh.

July 2010

what was the song again? GEE GEE?

-recorded by nadia's friends-

July 2011

"reena tak nak nari lagu korea?"

"buat apa nari lagu korea? dorang dah la sexy, pastu tak solat"

"hahaha, pandai ! sekarang reena suka lagu apa?"

"Jap eena pasang"

*ASMA UL HUSNA*

"ustazah suruh dengar"

"hehehehe"

"reena cantik lah pakai tudung, reena pakai la pegi skolah"

"eissshhhh, tak nak la kakak"

and then maksu came into the picture, "eleh, dia pun form 5 baru pakai"

erk, dulu lain lah maksu.

-.-'